i was browsing some blog.
then it suddenly came to me.
what will i do in future?
what will i accomplish?
what will i gain?

i shifted to a new place.
though i like my old place, but there are new comers tomorrow.
i'm one step nearer to serena alr~ haha.

i'm overwhelmed by my thoughts now.
such depressing moments.
maybe i just dont understand enough.

who can understand?
or should i say,
who will?

anyways anyone wanna get anything from www.forever21.com? please contact me okays? =)

we went fishing on friday night. although there was no catch, but still, i still enjoyed my time. pictures are here~ http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=84848&id=545007652&l=e5e43689fc

我明白这背景
就算你不说
不是每个人能接受的
最后还会被嫌弃不是吗？

i miss flip.

haha. guess what? i went to club. unbelievable right? haha. i dont know all of them other than bf. but we still had fun. we had LOTS of fun. haha. i like having fun. this is called playing hard. tsktsk. see the pictures.

had lots of drink.
whisky, champagne, shots.
i kinda like the shots.

photos will be up once i receive it.

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pictures~



sticker and wilson.




with my sticker.


joey, cute bridget, me!


winnie. see the redness~


winnie, wilson, me and bf!




third party! haha.


while waiting for wilson to wake up at the playground! WAKE UP WAKE UP~~~ HAHA.

some things set me thinking.
people find me to talk to.
yet not as a friend?
and this is what i concluded.

maybe i'm not a good friend but a better companion.

haha.
aites, received my items from cleocat.
like finally?
but some many stuffs i ordered went OOS.
duhhhh.

hah. i busted another 30plus on medicine again. why? cause i never seem to recover after all the drugs i had before. so i decided to see the damn doc again. and the doc said that i had a bacteria attack! crap.

met up with jes. day out at ikea and daiso~ haha. had some talks about our future. have you thought of your future? what will your future be like? who will be the one you wanna marry? what kind of houses will you be staying in? commitments that you will be having?





i've kinda decided what i wanna do alr. though it wouldnt be my dream kind, but at least it will be one which i can earn alot (i hope). tsktsk.

i regretted not taking interior design when i went to marina sq yesterday. the SP students were having their grad at the atrium. how cool is that?! this are some that caught my eyes.





long due photoshoot. with my dad and sis.





day out with bf.




when my hair got messier. haha.






met up with some poly friends plus casey and his gf. had some talks. sometimes i just dont like the girl cause she can be such a wet blanket at times. maybe it's just the time of the month? haha. but well, since i'm not the one in love with her, it doesnt really concern me right? haha. cause i should just enjoy life with what i have now.

went to the IT show on fri. i got my microSD like finally? and wasted more money on some more cosmetics and currently-not-really-useful items. and i'm so broke alr. =(

okays, waiting for my items to be delivered to me. and refund esther all the items that are OOS. so time to prepare my working outfit tomorrow~ haha.

oh my, i'm like spending most of my time doing online shopping!

i love fighting with you,
fighting with you makes me stronger.
but i prefer you to love me more,
cause loving me makes me love you more.
through the tough times we fight,
for the love we persist,
this shall end with a 'happily ever after'.

just give me some time, and i promise i'll be fine.

i hope i will go far in this. i kinda like the environment i am in now. =)

i just feel so drained recently.
but i still wanna shop. haha.

nb. cant you be abit more easy going? you're getting on my nerves you self-centered bitch. i'm not your substitute when you have no one to lunch with you ok?! grrr.

when the sun shines in the clear blue sky,
i see clouds forming in the sky.

when the wind stops blowing,
and the clouds dont gather;
i see the clear blue sky,
right in my eye.

when clouds gather and the sun dont shine,
down falls the rain from the sky.

as the rain stops at a point,
and the sun starts to shine,
i see a rainbow across the sky.

taking one step at a time,
i just wanna be the light in your eyes.

i'm working on the cleocat spree now. i just need a few more orders. please support!!! =)

words you said are like scars that never fade...

and so, i'll be gone for now.